To Manage
She writes to me—
I can’t sleep because I’m seventeen
Sometimes I lie awake thinking
I didn’t even clean my room yet
And soon I will be twenty-five
And a failure
And when I’m fifty—oh!
I write her back
Slowly slow
Clean one drawer
Arrange words on a page
Let them find one another
Find you
Trust they might know something
You aren’t living the whole thing
At once
That’s what a minute said to an hour
Without me you are nothing
“To Manage” from Voices in the Air by Naomi Shihab Nye. Copyright © 2018 by Naomi Shihab Nye. Used with permission of the author. Used by permission of HarperCollins Publishers.
This poem was originally read in the On Being episode “Poetry from the On Being Gathering.” Listen to Naomi Shihab Nye’s On Being interview, “Your Life Is a Poem.”
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